Wishes

My wishlists:

1) Gain happiness and fulfillment in life every single day

2) LV monogram

or

LV White Alma

3) Whatever my wishes to be granted.

Memories ♥

Memories which once etched so vividly in my heart...

I thought I've lost them.

But now,

It all came flooding back to me.

Perspective in Life

A coin has two sides.

How you take things in life depends on which side you choose to see it from.

A whole new me

Time really flies. It's been two whole years.

I am back.

As a whole new person.

I have learned, the very hard way. This year has been a challenging one for me. Myriads of hurdles and predicaments, one after another.

Mistake, is what we fear most. But I fear not. For I've made them and learned from them. Hefty price to pay, but the lesson learnt is worthless.

I am back.

This time.

As a stronger me.

goodbye Disted, goodbye my friends, goodbye everyone, goodbye Penang..

and... 

goodbye dear.

Months and days have passed,


the sound of the thumping of heart when we stood near each

other is still so vivid.


The expression, the actions and the used-to-be-hotness-and

coldness came flooding back to me.



I wonder how things could be different if I stood firm.


But then I could not resist.


Seconds, minutes, hours, days, and months have gone by, and

my feelings for you are still true.


Stronger and stronger each day.


Till the day we part,

this feeling will never change.

It will only be rearranged.

One thing for sure, no matter what, you will forever be etched

deep inside my heart...

Suddenly there's an urge in me to blog again, after all these

while of keeping up with my college life.



Life in college these five months has been awesome, and

memorable, yeah.. that's the word. The feeling of waking up

from incredibley sweet dreams and hauling myself to the

washroom to prepare for another hectic day in college enthralls

me, albeit there was a strong reluctantness within me at first.

Soon, going to college has become my favourite, to be exact... it

has become a habit, a habit that has become part of my life.

I enjoy attending lectures and joking around with college

friends and playing truant at times to gurney..



And now... Just when everything has gone on so smoothly and

perfectly for me, it's time to leave. Thinking of the word 'leave'

just sends me a cold chill. The feeling so strong that it's too

unbearable to even think of it... Thinking of having to leave just

saddens me. In fact, I admit i'm dejected. Despondent. The

worst part is, I have to leave everything behind, including my

family, my friends, all sorts of convenience and you. Okayy...

leaving will be so much easier and simpler if there isn't YOU in

my life. I condemn life. Just when I thought everything's going

to work out finally.. I have to leave, and leave you behind.

Perhaps that's fate. That's my destiny.. that I have to leave. It

pains me to not going to disted anymore. It pains me to say

goodbye to everyone , especially my college friends, Vivian,

Peng Sheng, xuan xuan, elaine, michelle, zifa, hari..sheng ying..

and everyone behind. And including you. Perhaps it's best to

enjoy and hold on to the very last moment......